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  The Money Orders, the Razor, and the Wedding That Wasn’t: Rivers and East Carroll, Part 7 The day they gave me a razor to shave, I popped it open and took out the blade. That’s how bad it had gotten. I was in the hole at Rivers Correctional—Concordia Parish—locked in a box, cut off from the world, under investigation for stealing thirteen thousand dollars in money orders from the prison itself. My mail was restricted. My phone calls were gone. I didn’t know what day it was. I didn’t know if it was ever going to end. And in that particular kind of silence—the kind that presses on you like water—I broke. But I’m still here. And that matters. Let me back up. Rivers Rivers Correctional sits in Concordia Parish and houses mostly state inmates—the ones I’d heard about but never really ran with until then. The compound was literally split down the middle: Shreveport boys on one side, New Orleans boys on the other. Two whole worlds on one yard, and neither side could claim ...
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  Mama Cat My Fourth Prison Husband: Union Parish (Farmville), Part 6 Let me tell you something that might sound small but is not small at all. After three years in prison, I sat down and took a private bathroom break for the first time. Just me. A sheet hung across a doorway. No one watching, no one walking past, no one seeing me be a human being in the most basic possible way. I sat down and I did not have to perform being okay with the situation. I could just exist for a minute, by myself, in a body that was mine. I cried a little. Or maybe I did not cry and it just felt like I was going to. I cannot fully explain what three years of no privacy does to a person except to tell you that a sheet hanging in a doorway felt like freedom. They called it the boom-boom room. I called it a miracle. Welcome to Farmville. * * * I Did Not Want to Be a Trustee Union Parish Detention Center. They call it Farmville, after the town—Farmerville, Louisiana, smaller than Claibor...